stuck between a rock and a hard place

yesterday i had a friend who did a review on my blog, and when she text me saying that she was about to be done, i told her to not even worry about it.
1: i haven't blogged in f o r e v e r.
2: i haven't had time.
3: i don't have anyone to help me take a few outfit post.
4: & then there's the whole thing about even if i want to continue with my blog.
5: i tried filming a youtube video last week and that was a fail...

i remember the days when i'd love to film and post on here, but for the past year or so, those feelings have gone away. i don't even look at the other blogs on my news feed. so, what i plan to do is to give it another shot after really thinking about my blog and my youtube channel. i don't know if it'll be before december is over OR in 2015.

but just know i haven't forgot about my viewers (loyal & new).